ssssshhhhhhh

It’s odd when I don’t feel like talking.I’m usually pretty talkative. Ok, VERY talkative. I have even been called a chatterbox. I have been told many times to shut up. For some odd reason though lately, I have just not wanted to make words come out of my mouth.I talk all day at work. I hear so much talk talk talking in the halls (teenage banter, nonetheless) and at lunch (I HATE having lunch in the teachers’ lounge, at past jobs I avoided it like the plague but here there is almost no other way to interact with fellow teachers).It’s bad. At one point in the past month, I realized I didn’t check my voicemail for nine days. And I was terrified to check it. I’ve let a few responsibilities at work slide a little because all of a sudden, I just don’t want to talk to anyone beyond CJ and family. Maybe this would be a good time to take a vacation at a monastary.  I’ve also been having this weird insomnia problem the last few days. I keep waking up in the middle of the night and not being able to fall back asleep. This is weird, because I’m actually back into a routine of working out at least three times a week… and usually I sleep well after exercising. I don’t get it. I’m just all off kilter.        AND WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN MY POSTS ARE SHOWING UP AS A BLOB OF TEXT RATHER THAN THE NEATLY ORGANIZED PARAGRAPHS IN WHICH I WRITE THEM?!      Not that it’s bothering me or anything.